the thing about losing you
is not just that the last time we did anything
was the last time we did anything
it's also that I am now experiencing so many firsts without you
I can't help it
life goes on, cruelly
I must
but sometimes I forget,
and I live
then I remember my living
in context (that is, while you're not)
I need that time machine
like yesterday
like tomorrow
I just want you here.
